I WAS OUT for my usual morning walk, praying as I went along, when suddenly, I tripped over a large bump in the sidewalk and fell very hard on my side.
The first thing that came to me was to say aloud, "God is Life." But I found I could hardly breathe. Although I was afraid, I thought, Be quiet, be still. So, I lay still on the street for several seconds, until my breathing normalized. I silently affirmed that God is my Life and the source of my health. And after resting for a bit, I felt well enough to get up and continue my walk.
As the day wore on, though, I found I was having a hard time moving. It seemed I'd hurt my ribs rather badly. That evening, as I studied and prayed, I found it very difficult to concentrate because of the pain. So I decided to call a Christian Science practitioner to pray along with me. I felt confident relying on prayer for healing because it had been effective for me in the past. And sure enough, I felt much better over the next couple of days—so much better that I decided at one point to walk to some nearby foothills and watch the sunset.
I was full of joy and gratitude to be able to complete the walk, but when I got home, I again felt a lot of pain and discomfort in my ribs. In my prayers, I had been trying not to ruminate over the events of the accident, and instead to see clearly the spiritual fact that no part of me could be injured—that I could never be anything other than the full and perfect expression of God.
A few nights later, I again found it difficult to concentrate on my study of the Bible and Mrs. Eddy's writings. But I'd been giving a lot of thought to persistence in prayer. Although I'd never been very persistent in the past, I decided this was the time to change that.
I had learned when I took Christian Science class instruction how important it is to listen when you pray—listen until you hear what God has to say. So I asked God what I should do. I was surprised by the idea I got—to get out and go for a walk! Even though it was 9:30 at night, I put on my walking shoes and headed to the local shopping center. When I got there, I sat down to rest on a curb in the parking lot. Closing my eyes, I again listened to hear what God wanted for me. And at that moment, I suddenly felt incredibly uplifted and filled with God's love. The pain and discomfort I'd been feeling seemed very distant.
When I opened my eyes, I noticed that shopping carts were scattered all over the parking lot—a picture that didn't seem to fit with my uplifted thought. So I decided to put into action the incredible love I was feeling and clean them up, which I was able to do without any discomfort. Eventually a store employee came outside to collect the carts. I helped him complete the task, and when we'd finished, he thanked me.
I knew that the lesson for the evening was listening and obeying. And I also knew that healing had occurred, because of the way I was feeling—I was so filled with love for everyone and everything. I felt a joy that I had never felt before. The next day, I was back to swimming and walking as usual, without any pain at all.
FORT WORTH, TEXAS, US
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