Although greatly in need of the physical healing, I did not seek Christian Science for such, but in June, 1898, I was unconsciously led to the home of a Scientist in the country; and she, seeing my need, handed me the Christian Science text-book, "Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures" by Mary Baker G. Eddy. With the opening of the book there came enough of light to enable me to read with a measure of understanding. I was led to read first the beautiful chapter "Footsteps of Truth,"' and before reading very far was satisfied that I had at last found the Truth that makes free.
Returning to the city I at once sought the help of a Christian Science practitioner, under whose treatment I was quickly healed of various ailments of long standing. But the one trouble that I very much desired to overcome did not yield entirely. Therefore, upon the advice of the practitioner, I discontinued taking treatment. She knew that with the coming of the Christ-Truth to my consciousness would follow the passing of sick thoughts with their effects on the body; inasmuch as "A sick body is evolved from sick thoughts believed" (Science and Health, p. 260). And the trouble did disappear at the expiration of my two and a half years in Science. I recognized that this healing was the result of my gradual growth in the understanding of God, and of my relation to Him; for the seemingly stubborn ailment gave me plenty of mental employment,— kept me at work, so to speak; and growth in Christian Science means work.
While the healing of sickness is a very important part of Christian Science, if the seeker could but know that it will overcome not only disease but every phase of error, he would not so often let go, but hold fast, for to such the reward is sure. But in order to overcome error in ourselves, thereby helping others to overcome error in themselves, we must learn first to reflect the Christ-Mind, and Christian Science alone can teach us how to manifest this Mind, how to love as Jesus loved,—unselfishly, divinely. Thus to attain requires work and patience on the student's part. However, if perseverance is essential to success in worldly affairs, how much more should it apply to spiritual growth,— in the gaining of knowledge of the living God, whom to know aright is life eternal.
