My Dear Friend H.:— Your good letter of the 26th ult. came duly to hand several days ago, and I am not greatly surprised at its contents. You say, in substance, that you procured the book, Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures, which I recommended, and that to your surprise and disgust, you found it to be a work on faith cure, and ask by what process of reasoning I could possibly bring myself to adopt or accept such visionary theories. In answer to your very natural question, I will try, in my own way, to give you what appears to me to be a reason for the hope that is in me.
My religious views of fifteen years ago are too familiar to you to need any exposition at my hands at this time. Suffice it to say that the religion of the Bible, as taught by the churches, was of such an unreasonable and illogical character, my mind revolted at the idea of blindly accepting their teachings as true. To my mind their theories of life appeared to be self-contradictory and confusing, and their explanations failed to explain. During the next eleven years my convictions underwent little change. I read everything that came in my way that had any bearing upon or pretended in any degree to explain the problem of life, and while I gained some knowledge of a general nature, I was no nearer the solution of life's problem than when I began my investigations years ago, and I had given up all hope of ever being able to come to a knowledge of the truth, or a satisfactory explanation of the enigma of life.
In all my intellectual wanderings I had never lost my belief in a great First Cause, which I was as well satisfied to call God as anything else; but the orthodox explanations of His or Its nature and power were to my mind such a mixture of truth and error that I could not tell where fact left off and fancy began. The whole efforts of the pulpit being put forth seemed directed to the impossible task of harmonizing the teachings of Christ with the wisdom of the world, and the whole tendency of our religious education was to befog the intellect and produce skepticism in a mind that presumed to think for itself and to inquire into the Why and the Wherefore. I fully believe that the agnosticism of yourself and myself was produced by the futile attempt to mix and harmonize the wisdom of the world with the philosophy of Christ.
