A NUMBER OF ARTICLES IN THIS JOURNAL DEAL WITH FINDING OR perceiving or recognizing God, or His/Her presence in our lives. It's there to become tangibly aware of, even if it takes a while to realize.
As a child raised in a fundamentalist church, I learned about Jesus. I was told Jesus was God. This was a little puzzling to me, though, because I didn't see how God could be Jesus and Himself at the same time.
As a teen, I sometimes attended churches that had more ritual in their services, and I thought perhaps the candles and choir and the splendor of it all would lead me toward God----help me understand who He was.