Joy and gratitude are the words which most nearly express what I feel toward Christian Science. I became interested in this religion through seeing the results of its healing power in a case where the usual methods had failed. I began to study, and it was not long before I had undoubted proofs of its practical use. At first all went well, but the time came when cherished habits and modes of living did not satisfy me. I tried to give up smoking but found myself miserable, not having lost the desire for tobacco. I was finally healed of this habit, and of whatever desire I had for intoxicants, through hearing a testimony given in a Christian Science church. Then came a period of trial. I tried to practice what I had learned, but results would seem to be directly opposite to my prayers.
In August, 1915, I joined the Canadian Army, leaving my wife and two little children and the church work that I loved. Well do I remember a Wednesday evening after I had been in England for some time. I was discouraged and lonely, and decided to travel some distance to attend a testimony meeting, hoping also to find friendship, for which I yearned. After the meeting several people spoke to me and I longed to go with them to their homes. I turned away, but so hard was the struggle that I went back and asked for literature. I got a Sentinel, but how I dreaded facing the struggle again! I fought it out there and then and decided that for the future I would seek Principle and not person. There was no immediate or wonderful change; in fact conditions seemed harder. Finally sickness came, but with the loving help of a practitioner I was beautifully healed.
To anyone feeling that there is nothing but difficulty and loneliness ahead, I would say, Press on, and leave the issue to God. I can now say that I have come to the promised land, which lies before me. I have been kept on noncombatant duties in England, and my wife and children were able to come to me from Canada in April, 1916. Since then we have been together most of the time. I would here like to express gratitude for their safe voyage and their protection during one of the worst air raids in this country.
