Yes, I worked with the possibility
(And others worked with me)
Of self-subordination,
Putting off "the old man"
Even the quiet giving up
Of oversought glory of award/reward.
Sounds great!
It's not so bad: maybe I can demonstrate this more fully
As my understanding grows—
Little by little—
Some day.
Then through clearly evident reminders
(Not always pleasant,
Not always gentle)
I heard and finally heeded
And turned stubborn will aside:
Making the expression of Life
And the love of every idea of God
Primary.
As deeper understanding
Uncovers true identity,
I know the assurance of obedience.
I feel the love
That comes true-shaped by Principle
From the Father's will,
Obliterating desire or necessity
For my own.
So, climbing another round
Up Jacob's ladder . . .
I finally meet, face to face,
My Father's child:
Genuinely free.
