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Testimonies of Healing

Having passed through many stages of unbelief,—...

From the March 1904 issue of The Christian Science Journal


Having passed through many stages of unbelief,— skepticism, agnosticism, and infidelity,—and having for a year enjoyed the peace of God as revealed and proved in Christian Science, I wish to give such of my experience as may be helpful to others.

Like many another wanderer, I enjoyed the privileges of a home governed by love and genuine piety, a home in which a Christian father and a God-loving, God-serving mother strove to the best of their understanding to lead me in the way they believed I should go. At my mother's knee I learned the immutable facts that God is love, ever-present, all-knowing, supreme, always ready to hear and grant requests. While still a lisping infant, I learned that "in Him we live, and move, and have our being," that He created the dew-frosted cobweb and the rolling planets, the toiling ant, and the lordly oak,—all things. The seeds so early planted sprouted and took root, but Nature's manifestations seemed to find a more congenial soil, perhaps because I could see and handle them and observe their development; whereas the invisible realities of God's realm were intangible.

By the time I was about nine years old, having proved, many times that my childish prayers did me no apparent good; having concluded that the professions of others, in many instances at least, were idle words; and having found from experience that neither the omission of my morning prayer occasioned special distress during the day, nor the neglect of my evening petition any loss of sleep, I decided that prayer of that kind was a farce, and I would not play the hypocrite but would drop praying altogether. There was no apparent evil consequence. Then I fairly launched myself for a twenty-five years' cruise upon the ocean of doubt, and by the time I was twelve was so far out to sea that I positively refused to be confirmed in the church. The correctness of this decision seemed to be vouchsafed in the apparently prompt downfall of a majority of my quondam classmates.

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