I did not come to Christian Science because of any great physical need; for although I had ailments, none of them were continuously troublesome. But the uncertainty of happiness, the changeableness of friends, the mystery of life and death and the hereafter, all called for some solution. I had sought the explanation in an orthodox church, only to be disappointed. I wanted proof, and could not accept what did not seem reasonable. About two years after giving up this church I heard of Christian Science through the healing of a dear friend who had been an invalid.
I think I knew at once that this was the truth, but I was not ready at that time to make any sacrifices for it. I was still seeking happiness through human friendships and material means. However, I did purchase a copy of "Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures" by Mary Baker Eddy, and in times of stress or sickness would turn to it and receive wonderful healings.
In 1912 I went to live with the family in which the healing of the invalid had occurred. I arrived on a Saturday, went to church on Sunday, and on Monday listened while two members of the family read the Lesson-Sermon given in the Christian Science Quarterly. I was sure I could not give that much time to study every day, but my sense of courtesy kept me in the family group the next morning and the next. Before the week passed I was listening carefully to every word of the Lesson, for the great truths of Christian Science had begun to unfold to me. The Bible, which I had closed after my early experience, became my guide and daily companion. Every spare moment was spent in its study. I found my questions answered; proofs were given, and my doubts vanished. I began to know God, the God who is Love, as John says. And as I learned to abide in that Love, to correct my wrong thinking, to wipe out hate and jealousy and resentment, it was but natural that happiness and joy unspeakable became mine—a permanent possession.
